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Guardian Readalong: Vol. 2, Chapters 11 & 12

Whether you've been with us all the way, are just catching up, or are newly joining in - welcome to this week's chapters!
Here are last week's chapters, and you can find all previous discussions on the schedule posts (vol. 1 part 1, vol. 1 part 2, vol. 2), or via the !readalong tag.
This week's chapters:
- Chapter 11: Zhao Yunlan goes to the SID while blind, figuring out how to properly use his Heavenly Eye along the way. He establishes some new rules for the SID and begins to research Kunlun. They hear about the Yao Market, which should have a cure for his eyesight.
- Chapter 12: Shen Wei and Zhao Yunlan are domestic and soft, and Daqing takes Shen Wei's measure. Shen Wei and Zhao Yunlan visit the Yao Market and get their cure. Shen Wei claims not to know details about ancient times. The Crows arrive.
Excerpts:
1) Shen Wei's merits
Zhao Yunlan turned toward him. The perception granted by his Heavenly Eye just kept getting clearer and brighter, and now, through it, he gazed at Shen Wei.
What he saw was row after row of the bright red text that represented Shen Wei's merits. Those crimson characters flashed into existence repeatedly...yet none of them lasted. They appeared with the swiftness of the tide, only to be washed away by vast waves of darkness, as ephemeral as marks in the sand.
Zhao Yunlan's eyes suddenly stung as an emotion crashed over him, surging up from someplace he couldn't identify. It was as though some memory had been buried deep for hundreds of thousands of years, and a hurricane had just passed through and blown away the deep layers of dust covering it. What was revealed was some naked, inescapable truth that stabbed into the heart, setting off cascading waves of pain.
2) What Zhu Hong sees
When Zhu Hong knocked and came in, what she saw was two people who brought out the best in each other without getting in the other's way. She paused in the doorway, gripped by the feeling that if she entered, her presence would be completely extraneous.
3) Shen Wei and Zhao Yunlan talk about Zhu Hong and are very soft (sorry for the length of this excerpt, I couldn't bear to cut anything)
Shen Wei looked up from his ancient text. "Do you think she, ah, has feelings for..."
"Mmn." Zhao Yunlan spread out a new piece of yellow paper, measuring with his fingers as he spoke. "I hadn't noticed it before. But now that I do know, I should do something about it before it's too late."
Shen Wei sighed, and Zhao Yunlan chuckled.
"What are you sighing for? What future is there for a workplace romance? Besides, humans and yao don't belong together. What's the point in getting involved?"
Zhao Yunlan only meant exactly what he said, but Shen Wei read more into it than he'd intended. There was a brief silence before Shen Wei asked, "Then you and I...as a ghost and a human, shouldn't we stay apart?"
"What?" Zhao Yunlan reflexively reached out, getting cinnabar all over his hand. After a frozen second, he exclaimed, "We're not the same at all! I like you so much."
He said it so casually, as if there were nothing sweet and romantic about the words. It might have been the kind of idle chitchat people exchange while enjoying tea and a lovely fragrance together. As snow blanketed the world outside, such simple words seemed ordinary, yet warm with sincerity.
A hand suddenly pressed against the hand Zhao Yunlan was using to hold a talisman in place. The touch interrupted the movement of the brush, and the spiritual energy leaked out of the talisman. Just like that, it went to waste.
At some point, Shen Wei had closed the distance between them; now he placed his hands on the chair's armrests, trapping Zhao Yunlan with his arms. Almost piously, Shen Wei closed his eyes and leaned in close. He held his breath, and there was the faintest quiver to his eyelashes. Ever so carefully, he kissed the tip of Zhao Yunlan's nose. Then, even more slowly, he dared to move his mouth lower. This cautious exploration continued until his lips brushed Zhao Yunlan's.
It was incredibly gentle and warm, even as he parted Zhao Yunlan's lips, feeling their slight dryness and dipping so, so softly between them. There was no sense at all that he sought anything more than this.
He was so helplessly in love, yearning for the sweetness of a kiss, for the simple touch of skin on skin.
This man before him was like some sort of deadly poison. Shen Wei had struggled with all his might and still failed to resist. He had only fallen ever deeper.
4) Daqing questions Shen Wei
Daqing cleaned his claws. He and Shen Wei studied each other for a while, and then he asked, "Are you human?"
Shen Wei didn't know how to respond to that.
Daqing hurried to explain. "No, don't misunderstand. That's not an insult. I mean it literally-literally, you understand? As in, are you human or something else...? Something not human, you know?"
The question hit Shen Wei right where it hurt. After a bit more silence, he shook his head.
To his surprise, Daqing let out a sigh of relief. Talking more to himself than Shen Wei, he said, "It's good that you're not human. Not human... Hmm... That little brat has such a punchable face, but he's not a bad person. He really likes you, so don't betray his trust."
Shen Wei said simply, "How could I? As long as he still wants me, I will not betray him in life or death."
5) Shen Wei keeps secrets
Baffled, Zhao Yunlan persisted, "But isn't Gonggong the God of Water? Who's this 'Mountain God of the Great Wild'? God of which mountain? I've never heard of Buzhou also having a Mountain God."
This time Shen Wei took even longer to reply, and his answer was vague. "Maybe it does have one? I don't know the details of things that happened back in those times."
Something in his voice told Zhao Yunlan to stop pressing. He fell silent, idly scratching his fingernail across his palm and occasionally tapping along to the beat of the song.
Questions:
I have so many feelings about the merits just washing away from Shen Wei - how about you? What do you think about Zhao Yunlan essentially locking down the SID without explanation - and what does his team think about it? Did Zhao Yunlan really not notice Zhu Hong's feelings before? How do you like the Yao Market? (Does it remind you of scenes from historical dramas, too?) And we've got a few things in these chapters with parallels in the drama - any thoughts about those?
(As usual, these are just conversation starters - feel free to answer all, some, or none, and to say as much or as little as you like!)
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"At some point, Shen Wei had closed the distance between them; now he placed his hands on the chair's armrests, trapping Zhao Yunlan with his arms. Almost piously, Shen Wei closed his eyes and leaned in close. He held his breath, and there was the faintest quiver to his eyelashes. Ever so carefully, he kissed the tip of Zhao Yunlan's nose. Then, even more slowly, he dared to move his mouth lower. This cautious exploration continued until his lips brushed Zhao Yunlan's.
It was incredibly gentle and warm, even as he parted Zhao Yunlan's lips, feeling their slight dryness and dipping so, so softly between them. There was no sense at all that he sought anything more than this.
He was so helplessly in love, yearning for the sweetness of a kiss, for the simple touch of skin on skin."
!!! ♡♡♡ This entire scene, SOFTEST THING EVER. ♡♡♡ (And Zhao Yunlan just sitting there being slowly kissed, ahhh. *MELTS* I would love his POV on this too! ♡)
"That little brat has such a punchable face, but he's not a bad person. He really likes you, so don't betray his trust."
Shen Wei said simply, "How could I? As long as he still wants me, I will not betray him in life or death.""
Pinky swear scene? :D (Unless there's another one somewhere else, but a cat can't do an actual pinky swear anyway. xD)
"I have so many feelings about the merits just washing away from Shen Wei - how about you?"
YES, ahh, I know the book lampshades that merits are pretty much just unfair bullshit anyway, but this is SO unfair. Like, just because of what you are, nothing you do will ever actually matter to whoever/whatever is in charge? And knowing about it (there's really no way Shen Wei doesn't know/can't see it, is there?) will really not make you hate yourself any less.
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Ooh you’re right, this is probably the scene that turned into the pinky swear! Haha, it would have to be a paw-swear.
Like, just because of what you are, nothing you do will ever actually matter to whoever/whatever is in charge?
Yes exactly! There’s probably a metaphor somewhere in there.
This whole thing surely isn’t helping Shen Wei’s self-esteem issues.
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Which is a really, really cute image, lol aw. :D
"There’s probably a metaphor somewhere in there."
Oooh, yep, there are probably many (and I'd love to hear other people's thoughts!) but the first thing I thought of was the adaptation, and the discrimination against Dixingren. The people who have access to all the good stuff say that you don't get any of it simply because you were born wrong.
And Shen Wei and his non-existent self-worth is rapidly becoming one of my favorite things about this book on this re-read! (But he really doesn't need additional bullshit like that to make it even worse - he's messed up enough without it. :P)
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Ooh, yes, that's an excellent point! They kept the unfairness of the system, but translated it into mundane terms. Excellent!
But he really doesn't need additional bullshit like that to make it even worse - he's messed up enough without it. :P
I'm not sure I agree there? All his issues are so inextricably bound up in what kind of being he is, and what that means in the world he inhabits.
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Oh, I agree! I meant, making a flashy show out of how much he doesn't measure up and doesn't deserve good things is adding insult to injury - he already knows it really well. (I can't imagine him not being able to see the disappearing merits, though I kinda really hope that he can't.) And I know it's more like, that's just the worldbuilding, the merits do this, and if you're able to see it then I guess sucks to be you. But also everything in this world was made by someone, and the merit brush is even more artificially made than other 'laws of nature'. So not only someone decided that the gui don't get nice things, someone also decided that it's something potentially visible.
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Ooh, this makes me wonder whether CSZ can see them, and if so, what he makes of that. (He can see merits generally, can't he?) /sorry, sorry, digressing from the more important point of owwwww, poor SW!
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course of justiceway they naturally work (eg, by allowing Wang Xiangyang to carry out his revenge without any penalty)? I was presuming that it's because they're unable to accure merit that the gui don't get nice things (or that those two things are intertwined, anyway), and that's why they're locked away. But again, I may be wildly misunderstanding things! The whole creation myth kind of went in one eye and out the other.no subject
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Yeah, true.
(I think about that in the drama sometimes: each of the Hallows is such a double-edged sword -- did Ma Gui design them that way, are they malfunctioning, or what?)
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I was there for Weilan and their lollipop. xD
Hahaha, 1000% understandable!!
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> Ooh, yes, that's an excellent point! They kept the unfairness of the system, but translated it into mundane terms. Excellent!
And, hmm, in some ways they inverted it? Because drama!Shen Wei is the one Dixingren who can officially live in Haixing, reap its benefits, and avoid the discrimination. It's all his people who are held back and held down (except for CSZ)...
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Awwwww! Hee!
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RIGHT????
And Zhao Yunlan just sitting there being slowly kissed, ahhh. *MELTS* I would love his POV on this too! ♡
100% agreed, that would be great!
Pinky swear scene? :D
It definitely made me think pinky swear! :D :D :D
I know the book lampshades that merits are pretty much just unfair bullshit anyway, but this is SO unfair.
Seriously!!!!!!!
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If there's a fic with Zhao Yunlan's POV on the kiss, and anyone knows about it, can you link it? :D *looks around hopefully* It's bordering on impossible to find it/find out if it exists otherwise (I did in fact just try, lol, but at least I found other interesting stuff :D).